Ramblings of a maniac obsessive

Jul 16

I’m GOnna LOVE you anyHOW (waltz#2-Elliott Smith)

First the mic, then a half cigarette
Singing Kathy’s clown
That’s the man she’s married to now
That’s the girl that he takes around town
She appears composed
So she is, I suppose
Who can really tell?
She shows no emotion at all
Stares into space like a dead china doll

I’m never gonna know you now but I’m gonna love you anyhow

Now she’s done, and they’re calling someone
Such a familiar name
I’m so glad that my memory’s remote
‘Cos I’m doing just fine hour to hour, note to note
Here it is, the revenge to the tune
You’re no good, you’re no good, you’re no good, you’re no good
Can’t you tell that it’s well understood?

I’m never gonna know you now but I’m gonna love you anyhow

I’m here today, expect it to stay on, and on, and on
I’m tired, I’m tired
Looking out on the substitute scene
Still going strong
XO Mom
It’s OK, it’s alright, nothing’s wrong
Tell Mr. Man with impossible plans
To just leave me alone
In the place where I make no mistakes
In the place where I have what it takes

I’m never gonna know you now but I’m gonna love you anyhow
I’m never gonna know you now but I’m gonna love you annyhow
I’m never gonna know you now but I’m gonna love you anyhow

suck and blow

suck and blow

Jul 13

Stressin the fuck out-time to clear my head

Stressin the fuck out-time to clear my head

Jul 09

I flew past Tokyo

Watching tokyo pass me by as I fly deeper into space

Erasing faces, Erasing time

…my.heart.always.remembers…

I have faith that theres a bigger plan

I firmly believe in destiny

That there’s some greater scheme

(-This shit is straight-)

Madness is the norm

Passion runs through and through as my heart beats silently to passers by

My soul aches for answers

Strangers glance my way

-I fall in love

But I break my heart all on my own

I feel betrayl with one glance

I destroy whatever is good

The alphabet constantly recited in my head

I follow my heart and it always gets me in trouble in the end

I love misery too much to let her go (she’s my love)

She”s got that sparkle that sucks you in

Chaos is order when it’s all you know

Take it where you can

Just don’t let them in

(they all know your fucking crazy)

Paranoia

STOP HAUNTING ME

You ripped my heart out

You told me death was our destiny

8 months-22 days

will I make it?

Like I said,

Old habits die hard.

.KK.

“Old habits die hard” — 16 years of melting my brain

Jul 08

Made some bigggggggg mistakes tonight

Made some bigggggggg mistakes tonight

Jul 07

Cindi lauper - thru the night